Look over here,friend

I knew you are not in the mood right now
Too many things happened
And you were not prepared for them
So you felt shocked and extremely sad
I might not understand you fully but I had experienced the lost of relative too
Just not too long ago
But just maybe I did not felt as bad as you do

I knew that you are not in the exam mode
But dear I have to remind you that there is only 60 plus days to go
I am not trying to make you tense
Just want to aknowledge you

What passed has passed
And what is coming around the corner is exam
Your future depends on your performance
I really hope that you can settle down your mind and prepare for your exam
Your ah gong will feel proud for you if score flying colour

Your birthday is coming
I actually wanted to buy you a present 
But I don't really know whether you can accept gift or not
From what I know you can't celebrate your birthday
But can you accept gift?

However hope really can settle down and start preparing
I am worried,I really am.