Stressed of life,Sick of being a good friend!

I felt like shit now!
I don't like this at all!
Last time you said you trust me,trust my judgement!You said you let me decide!
And now?You are telling others that you don't like it?Why do you want to torture me?I felt terrible as I am the one who decide!
I am the one who are wrong?
Am I?
I don't think I am!
You are the one who didn't come to view it yourself!
You are the one who said you trust my judgement!
If you don't trust me that much, why don't you come see it yourself?
Why you let me decide?Why?
What is the reason?Why did you want to make me felt so wronged?
I am stressed! I really hate stress!
Assignment's stress I can handle but relationship's stress?I totally cannot handle!!!
I don't hate you!But I hate what you did to me!!!