I hate staying at home
Yes I love my family but it had to be exactly the same as my memory.
No one had stroke, no one is staying at home everyday nagging at me.
I don't have patience, I don't compromise and I don't own you.
Yes you raise me up but that's your responsibility.
I take care of you whatever I can do and that's my responsibility.
But don't come talking to me like a father. Don't try to educate me now as you never did in the past.
All you did is come back from work and sleep. You never even talk to me and now you want me to respect you as a father? No way!
Yes I am stubborn, I know that but I wouldn't change.
My father should be the same as the past. Don't talk to me. I hate talking to you.
I don't know how to communicate with you. I never respect you as a father from the past and I couldn't do it just because you had stroke. I don't wanna talk to you at all. I hate it when I cannot control my temper. Every time you can't get the message other tries to deliver to you, every time you had to ask repeatedly. Every time you had me losing my patience talking to you.
I know I have to change but I couldn't, so please just remain not talking to me.
I am tired, I am exhausted learning to communicate with you.
I am sick of people thinking me as rebellious unfaithful and irresponsible children.
I am, so let me be. Think whatever you want to think and say whatever you want to say.
I want to move out of this home. Family shouldn't stay too close together, let have some space.
You never make yourself space in my heart in the past and it will be impossible for you to have place in my heart now.
Indeed I know I shouldn't be yelling at you but I wouldn't apologize. I cannot accept that you are now different from what I remember. I cannot accept that you are now trying to communicate with me as you never did before. You shouldn't be different, I can take care of you when you are sick but just don't break the wall between us. I never wanted to be close to you and I never will, don't come close to me. Stay away from me!!! I am all good in the past and I will be in the future.
No one had stroke, no one is staying at home everyday nagging at me.
I don't have patience, I don't compromise and I don't own you.
Yes you raise me up but that's your responsibility.
I take care of you whatever I can do and that's my responsibility.
But don't come talking to me like a father. Don't try to educate me now as you never did in the past.
All you did is come back from work and sleep. You never even talk to me and now you want me to respect you as a father? No way!
Yes I am stubborn, I know that but I wouldn't change.
My father should be the same as the past. Don't talk to me. I hate talking to you.
I don't know how to communicate with you. I never respect you as a father from the past and I couldn't do it just because you had stroke. I don't wanna talk to you at all. I hate it when I cannot control my temper. Every time you can't get the message other tries to deliver to you, every time you had to ask repeatedly. Every time you had me losing my patience talking to you.
I know I have to change but I couldn't, so please just remain not talking to me.
I am tired, I am exhausted learning to communicate with you.
I am sick of people thinking me as rebellious unfaithful and irresponsible children.
I am, so let me be. Think whatever you want to think and say whatever you want to say.
I want to move out of this home. Family shouldn't stay too close together, let have some space.
You never make yourself space in my heart in the past and it will be impossible for you to have place in my heart now.
Indeed I know I shouldn't be yelling at you but I wouldn't apologize. I cannot accept that you are now different from what I remember. I cannot accept that you are now trying to communicate with me as you never did before. You shouldn't be different, I can take care of you when you are sick but just don't break the wall between us. I never wanted to be close to you and I never will, don't come close to me. Stay away from me!!! I am all good in the past and I will be in the future.
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