Maybe it is really my problem.
Is it normal to feel not loved and not being understand? Is just that sometimes it makes me wonder is it really my problem that no one in my surrounding likes me even my own family dislike me. Am I really that not worthy? But I don't want to change myself just to be accepted, just to be like the one people expect me to become, I want to be who I want to be, I want to live my life following my heart. Why it is so difficult?